The Dark Night of the Soul

“A man convinced against his will, is of the same opinion still.”

This is the most important work you will do in your lifetime here on earth.

In my opinion, if this lady's ten minute lecture does not shake something in you, you are not ready for what is about to come. BUT WAIT, do not watch it just yet, please, read this first.

The process to ensue shortly, will be just this, it will be the Dark night of the Soul for many here on Terra, Earth. We must traverse the darkness of the night, to reach the light. This is the process we must endure, and I argue, it must be embraced to the fullest of its pain and struggle if we are to get to the other side of the lies, to the land of the truth and enlightenment, the realm of our spirit and soul. In order for us to grow, we must be pushed into places of discomfort, sometimes great discomfort. This is that time.

If you are a little fearful, good, then it is the right thing. If you are comfortably numb, and cocooned in a place of quiet compliance and contentment, I am deeply worried for your well being. In order for you to remember who you truly are, why you are here, your soul’s journey, the suppressed memories on your DNA must be triggered by a great event, of a magnitude so great that there is no other option than to wade into the storm, and endure. For on the other side of this storm, you will find yourself, your spirit, your soul, in a realm you cannot conceive possible, yet regardless, real and true and honest and free.

So fear not, there are many here to walk this path with you, some have been here a long time, waiting, preparing, like this lovely lady. We will be together, beside you, if you stumble and fear. Lean on us, through this dark night of your soul. The journey is worth it, trust the process, trust us.
It is God's plan.

But first, if you are a little unnerved by what you have just read, stop and read these 2 short pieces first, so I can set the stage for you. I have been at this awhile, a long while in fact, arguably too long, but this is God's plan, this you MUST understand. I was sparked to begin writing these pieces a few years ago, as their dates will indicate, as my own process was triggered. But as I wrote, my messaging became stronger, with 2 pieces specifically, "Something is rotten in the state of Denmark", and "Comfortably numb", and the writings escalated from there.

As my website suggests, I have always written so that I could digest the far corners of my mind, the things that vexed me, so that I could better understand the topic and understand something deeper within me. These 2 pieces however (and several of the others from 2021 onwards), were written in part for the reader, in an attempt to create a spark of similar curiosity, to initiate the message. Question everything is a inner operation mode for me, and it is what has brought me to this arrival. So, read those 2 pieces, and then watch the video here; the path to your soul's awakening and blossoming may become more clear. This is my greatest wish for you, for us all. I do not have the answers, I am on this grand journey as well, so let us walk together.

Welcome to the new world my brother, my sister. Welcome to our inheritance, the days of gold are about to unfold before us.

But first, there is that storm we must walk though, together. And I see darkening clouds on the edge of town.

“It takes a great spirit to be a willing participant in our ego’s own demise.” -Sarah Elkhaldy

Much love,

-Shawn (Nov 15, 2022)


Crumbling, then, Rising: The Matrix was a documentary.

An old world is crumbling, let it.

The agenda is becoming painfully obvious, let it.

People are questioning fabricated lies they've been told, let them.

Others, are achingly intertwined in a dark domain of inverted reality - let them be.

Even as the matrix slowly collapses, it still uses mind games and manipulation to distort the truth, let it.

Allow the old reality to crumble.

The disproportionate ideologies of Rome to fall.

Let an inorganic reality built on global pessimism and materialistic addiction collapse.

There is an organic process trying to emerge... let it.

Those who have awakened from the matrix will not find salvation in desperately attempting to prove the matrix to itself.

Let the matrix reap its own karma, its life cycle unwind, as it has no choice but to reveal itself through clumsy missteps of parabolic paranoia and pathological persuasion.

Allow those who have a trauma bond with the matrix, to fall in love with systemic deceit.

Humans have to make mistakes to learn. Let them.

The time and focus spent detailing the corruption and mechanistic means of a dying society, can be spent building and creating anew.

Let the old world meet its fate.

No amount of psychoanalysis will cure or stop a broken system from dying.

Be the doula for a new earth.

You're infinite potential woven into the tapestry of a new timeline.

You're free now, if you'd like to be.

A new earth emerges, let it

- Mary Allison 

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many of us knew 2-3 years in advance what was happening. We were awake. I tried to tell many about “Q, the plan to save the world”, The greatest military sting in history. As it was all laid out there for me; it was out there for all. i tried to lead with breadcrumbs. I really wanted everyone to join me, but, It required an open mind, and it required homework. It also required faith. Lots of faith.

Welcome out of the matrix. You are free now; we are all free. Slaves no more. -Shawn

I am sharing some things heavy on my heart here, shared this day Nov 10, 2021, before “the event”. Shared here while many still blindly sleep and yet ridicule those who agreed to spend a few years to help with the wake-up program and to do our part to help save America, maybe in some small way the world, and the children. It was always about the children.

There were those who felt it was more appropriate to ridicule than to look closely at the truth some were offering. General Flynn’s digital soldiers and decoders know exactly what we did, we were a piece of the war, the “wake up crew”, a piece of the puzzle, that many could not, and refused to not see, despite our efforts. Knowing the codes and lingo was half the battle in deciphering the battlefield. For example, in the media, testing positive for C-19 meant something different than most people realized, this was a military sting operation, codes-decodes was the key. In a special kind of way, we know we “fought” for our country by steering truth into the lies of the cabal social media platforms that were killing us all in one way, or another (the virus). We did what we could for our freedom, our constitution, and most importantly the children. All the while, many chose to offer ridicule and the chirp of “conspiracy theorist”, meanwhile unknowingly sleeping through the most amazing and most important 3 years this country and world has ever endured. We were here to try and wake the people up, to save them and their children the pain of mistakes and misinformation. Everyone knows someone that was trying to talk clarity and sense into others during this confusing time. Those people were putting their reputation on the line, they were trying to help others to wake up. In a non-kinetic information war, social media and social discussion was the battlefield, and memes, talking, and sharing truths were the weapons of such a war. We were just trying to help.

These last 2-3 years were the most exciting and rewarding of my life. Many who know me know that I put their opinion of me on the line for this cause to try and educate and awaken them to the truth, and lies. Mostly I was met with resistance, laughs, and a jaundiced eye; I expected it, we were told it would often be this way. But, at some point, as things became worse, scarier, I no longer cared what others thought of me and the truths I openly shared, I had to at least try. I continued to speak truth despite chinks in my reputation and a loss of friends, family and clients, something far more important was on the line. Freedom, health, and freeing the children from hell was on the line. While many slept, there were some nights I barely did. In the process many of us lost family and those we thought were friends, others just spoke behind our backs saying we were crazy. We put our reputations on the line for a greater cause, the greatest cause this planet has ever endured. The truth often has a great cost.

Some will dismiss my efforts as meager, I care not, for they know not what I did. We were rewarded with opportunity for our battles and I would do it all over again if I had seen though the fog even sooner than I actually did. The estimated 2-3 thousand hours I put into this journey with a select few others will remain the highlight of my life, without question or comparison. Living “awake” and active during this war was an experience like no other, seeing through the veil of lies and evil as others would not. This was a time of great sadness for me, of anger for what I learned evil can do, of horrors I cannot un-see from what I saw and learned of the children, of frustration that so many would not wake up, and of pain in losing friends and family merely for my beliefs and insights that others refused to open their eyes to. This is going to take us all a long time to heal when the truth comes out, for all of us. However, I share my pains here in the hopes those who hurt me and my friends, and many others who were merely just trying to help, will stumble upon these painful and frustrating words so they can learn from their actions and choices so humanity learns and does not repeat such a time ever again. For me, I will be living silently for the rest of my life on these topics moving forward, we must move forward. There is no other way. Furthermore, and what will be the reward in my mind, aside from knowing the children are free and safe, what I learned and earned will undoubtedly allow me to give back to my country, community, the children of the world, and remaining friends, in abundance.

How many times through history have the “crazy and dismissed” ended up being right and end up changing the world? Countless. A reminder of a lesson to us all, often times those labelled as crazy end up leading the way, they saw the path more clearly. It had nothing to do with being crazy, clarity is a better word. It is a lesson for us all moving forward so the human race does not find ourselves in this mess again, God willing. With some help, sometimes people see the forest more clearly, undistracted by the trees. We can do this with a little help from our friends. All we have to do is listen, and love. Love is the answer, there is nothing else. Love.

“Here's to the crazy ones, the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers, the round pegs in the square holes... the ones who see things differently -- they're not fond of rules... You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them, but the only thing you can't do is ignore them because they change things... they push the human race forward, and while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius, because the ones who are crazy enough to think that they can change the world, are the ones who do.”- Steve Jobs

God bless the children, those who survived, and the millions we have lost to this evil. We will meet again.

“The matrix”, the movie, was a documentary. Think logically. If you were watching carefully, you saw it.

Now that the war is mostly over, as we go through the last parts of “the movie” together, globally, let us come together, shake hands, hug, laugh, rise up, forgive, and move forward into a new beginning. With abundance and love.

Freedom exists, not to do what you like, but having the right to do what you aught.

Freedom. WWG1WGA (Where we go one, we go all)

-Shawn (Nov 10, 2021)

Now, watch the videos, the 2 below will help us all see “the way”, to see how we got here, and how we get out of it to reach our new world, the one waiting for us. Through the veil, I have seen it, it is glorious. You/we are finally free. I came across the Wayseer video somewhere around 2013-14ish, and a switch flipped. I must have listened to it 20+ times as it resonated deeper. It lead me to others, it led to a kind of awakening to reality. Then I fell back asleep to the hypnotizing rhythms of getting through the days and weeks of life, only to awaken again around 2017-18 when the world began to make little sense again for me. The Wayseer video is powerful, I hope you will take a moment to take it in.

** And finally, If you are confused and scared and feel like you are losing your mind, just reach out to me, I am here for you. Even if you left my circle of life because you thought I was losing my mind, I will not give up on good people who just could not see “the way”. And so, if you want to know of the story, in case you are confused by this whole post and do not understand the underlying context, just goto RUMBLE.com and type in (Q the plan to save the world) and then go back and re-read this post.